It’s been burning inside me for weeks. I can’t do it.

I want to. I can’t. The angel on my left says, “Don’t”. The devil on my right says, “Do It.”

I’ve re-written it a hundred times, a hundred ways.

My mind is very strong. My heart? It screams, “Please.” My body? It’s developed a painful eye twitch until I do. But, my head is stronger than both. Always has been, always will be.

Dear God, please let this be over soon.